You can have a meaningful and personal relationship with God by confessing His son Jesus Christ as God and the Savior of the world. Simply admit that you are a sinner and accept Jesus Christ as your personal Savior and acknowledge that He died on a cross for your sins and was resurrected three days later and now sits at the right hand of God. Ask Jesus to cleanse you and ask for forgiveness of your sins. When you say those words in prayer and mean it with all your heart, you will receive the Holy Spirit that Jesus will deposit into you. You will know God when He is living inside of you and He welcomes conversation from you anytime through prayer. He wants to guide you. He wants to hear from you. Call out His name. If you said this prayer, I would love to know about it and I will pray for you. My email is firstname.lastname@example.org Thanks! Many blessings to you.